Hello My Name is Tanya.This Post is being updated today Nov. 17, 2008 and I have been struggling for a few years off and on.I Have managed to keep holding on. I currently work 55-60 or more hours a week. I am behind on my house payments and Have tried to work something out with my mortgage comapny Countrywide But they aren't that willing to work with me. I am able to make my regular house payments now but anything above that I can't do I don't know where to turn. they put me on a repayment plan that is 700.00 more a month than my regular payment which is extremely hard for me to keep up. I am doing everything I can to make it. I know once I get this check advance loan paid off I wont have as hard of a time but currently there doesn't seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I would hate to walk away after everything I have managed to make it through but let me tell you the scariest feeling is not knowing if you will be abvle to keep holding on. I am not asking for help on the over 6000 I am behind on in payments and I wont even ask for help on bills. I would like help with the Check advance loan which has a current balane of 873.00 but I will keep doing what I have to to get done what I can on my own. What I will ask since I dont Qualify for assistance with christmas is help getting my 7 year old daughter presents for christmas. If there is anyone out there who will help keep Santa alive in my house hold please I beg you Help her out. I am not going to ask for money all I ask is if there is anyone out there willing to buy a few things for my daughter for christmas please contact me All I want is for her to still believe in Santa. Keep her dream alive as I keep working towards keeping my dream a live. I am behind on my house payments and am still working very hard to keep it. I am behind on other bills but always manage to juggle them to keep everything connected I am more than willing to keep trying to get back on my feet with my bills on my own and Yes it would be a dream come true if I got a little finicial support but all I want is my daughter to have a christmas while I keep working towards keeping our house, and Heat connected. Along with food on the table and keep the IRS happy from Back taxes. I will not give up i never have and I have managed to keep it together for four years and I wont give up until I know I have done everthing I can do. All I ask is please let there be a few kind hearted people out there to help my daughter Have a christmas and still believe in Santa Please Please Please contact me I beg you. I just want to keep Santa alive in my house that is all I ask.
